Sometimes I get pretty frustrated and annoyed for no reasons.
Search me.

It could be the thought and the act of having to keep finding energy to fight off every obstacles ahead.
And so we get tired pretty often.
But then along the route of jadeness,it's ironic to fanthom what's the jadeness about?

Sometimes it is best to be left alone when you are feeling like this.

Sometimes I dun see an ending to be bad.
Dunno if it is an act of optimisms or what?
It is just like sometimes I want to be angry,be betrayed or hurt.
Pretty sadist,I'd said.
Coz I need to turn all the grievances to be strength,soI can move on and really speed on the route ahead.
And then maybe I can find a new path that leads to a new ending.

And the greatest pain that I can thought of to be inflicted would be the person I trust most turn his/her back on me.
And they know who they are.

My comp speaker is lousy,man.-_-

I feel that Life,itself is really something that is very very hard to clasp. (And I almost spell CRAPS.)
I mean a decent lot of us just keep pondering over Life over an over again.

Wondering if this is right or wrong.
What in hell you did to deserve that.
Having doing something you thought is right and then thought it could be wrong after doing it.
Or just keep doing the wrong things.
Wondering why cant you be like him or her.
Find it hard to breathe.
Secretly envied others.
Hate others.
Love for the unrequited ones.
Get hurt by the ones you love.
Decisions after decisions.
Wanted a break but there is no room for it.
Think life is not that bad afterall till you crash to another dead end..again.
No ending woes.
Short lived hapiness.
Sucesses.
Failures.
Sterotypical world.
Subject to judgement always.
Believe in karma but it takes ages to fall on the person you been hoping to get his/her just deserts.
Donations.
No aid come to you.
Sing out loud.
Flop as you dance.
Cry out loud.
Shoulders you lean on turn away.
New love.
New life.
New family.
Death.
Hell.
Heaven.
Another life.
Damn...REcycle of all those things again.

Incoherent thoughts.
I think such is life.

You are scared of doing all these.Scared of what comes next.
But then..when you are close to finishing it,you are too,scare of what comes next.

Right?

Hehz*

Find it suffocating.
But I am not going to be a pemmist.
I just told Jasont hat there is oozing confidence in me that I am gonna kick some asses.

Dont die on me!